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The Key into My Eyes

5 years of being isolated. I dont even know if how I see the world right anymore.

When you never expect your life to be like an television series. That includes imprisonment, death, rehab and being alive for a historic pandemic.

These recollections are some of the most traumatic and memorable days of my life, in the last 5 years. Some memories come from the journals I have kept through the years, others come rushing back unexpectedly to the mind.

I hope you can join me through my journey.

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